Dreams & Goals

Hi guys! So this blog post is not an everyday post for me, but I was inspired to talk about dreams and goals! This is probably going to be mumble jumbled up, but I hope you guys still take out something inspirational from this post.

Sooooo if you're stuck on where to go and who to be, think. Think about what you enjoy in life and what you spend most of your time doing on a daily basis! It may be difficult and frustrating, but trust me, you'll find your aspirations and your dreams somewhere in your heart. Just dig a little deeper.

Once you find out who you want to be and exactly where you want to be, don't just sit there. It's not going to just plop there right in front of your face. You have to go for it. You have to seek and find out the whole aspect ordeal of that dream. It took me awhile for me to comprehend that I aspire to become a Beauty Editor. I mean I know it's a long shot. I know it's definitely not going to be easy. However, I still want to go for it because THAT'S what I want to do. Obviously, I haven't tried it out yet. I may hate it, I might think this is not for me... but, I mean you have to try it out first. You can't be scared and stay in your comfort zone. Life is about taking risks and if it doesn't work out, then I'm sure there's something else out there for you. The world is ginormous. You shouldn't confine yourself into a small bubble, where you won't experience anything new, anything amazing. There's so much out there. You won't know until you try and just put yourself out there.
Well, that's why I applied for a beauty editorial internship this Spring. I'm starting next week. Some days when I think about it, I get super scared and siked out. It's definitely out of my comfort zone. I think about all the little things like awkward situations & I'm pretty awkward. I get terrified... but in order for you to achieve greatness, achieve your dreams, you have to take whatever it is, either it be pride or anxiety, aside and go for it.
Although I feel anxiety, on other days... I get soososososo excited about all the beauty products I'll be able to discover and try out and the events I'll be able to attend.... just all of that. It's one step closer to my dream and I want to try it out. You don't have to know what you want to be just yet. I think that's what internships are for. If you don't like it then move on. Try out a different internship the next semester. One step at a time. Break out of that shell because you'll have to some day in the future, why not now? Be one step ahead of the game.
 I have no idea where I'm headed at with this blog post, but I just wanted to just express what's on my mind, kinda like a diary. I hope you guys are doing great and thanks for reading!:) LOVE YA.